God Save The Pope. β
Dec. 18th, 2023 08:13 amLove is strength. It's what God/Higher Power IS. Hate is cowardice and weakness, just like all one-track-minded cultist terrorist people are. FACT.
Halloween baby, YEEEAAH! ππ
Oct. 31st, 2023 07:38 amThis B-Day, I got a lotta things to appreciate: my family being closer now than ever, the unexpected many sales I made with my graphic novels (in particular, almost every co-worker of mine at work who bought copies of Sneakers' U-Force Vols. 1 & 2 paid double - yes, DOUBLE - the suggested price; in other words, $40 instead of $20), the completion of two graphic novels: Sneakers' U-Force Vol. 2 and Curse of Creation: Lil' Hero Artists, Vol. 2, and last but CERTAINLY not least... meeting four VERY important people in my life as of right now: Matt Zimmer, Jazz Nevermore, Lady Jess, and TwedeeNimbus, without whom this B-day could not have been more special.
To the future!
J.D.
Nana Kumi-Amankwah
Who'd have thought a job came with yoga?
Oct. 26th, 2023 04:59 pmI adopted the Serenity Prayer recently, because I was totally fed up with, well, everything after Oct. 7th, when Hamas decided to wipe more than a thousand Israelis off the face of this Earth. I still have a burning hatred towards anyone, or any country, or any continent that believes they're above anyone else. That kind of ideology has stained the concept of humanity from the early ages. The very idea that someone has to end another's life because of a disagreement is the most pungent of bullshit. But I'm not even going to dwell on it anymore, because I can't change it myself. I'm NOT okay with it, but I'm not dwelling on it anymore. And maybe someday, even if not in my lifetime, someone with power will step up and say "To hell with this obsession with guns. It's time for some common sense up in this piece!"
In the meantime, along with the Serenity Prayer, I'm also grateful for today, 'cause it was my first dive into yoga of all things. I read about a lot in the past, and even a Comic Fury webcomic covered it slightly in its newest chapter. I thought it was all "bendy-stretchy" and honestly, some of the poses I saw in the past looked damn painful and nigh impossible for anyone to replicate. But today was something simple, it was seated. It made sense, since our clientele at my job are disabled people, most of them in wheelchairs. Seeing them participating in the class reminded me of the good things in life. It almost felt like I was a parent watching a baby take its first steps, for lack of a better description. And two of our clients just tied the knot, too. Not a bad day, all things considered.
So, I'm gonna look into this stuff, and I'm sure I'll benefit in terms of being at peace with myself. Ditching mainstream media has already done wonders for me, and this can only help me more. So, cheers! π
Peace and love to you all,
J.D.
Poland... YOU DID IT! π
Oct. 18th, 2023 04:36 pmTime to get SERIOUS. π‘
Oct. 2nd, 2023 03:13 pmNah, man... turn off that organ. And ladies, kill the choir. This ain't church, this is Dreamwidth. I don't need any of that. I just need some eager ears.
Good. A'ight, now. Recently, America lost a trailblazer and the oldest female Senator in American history: the late and great Dianne Feinstein. She hails from my 'hood, a former Mayor of San Francisco, California. She will lie in state this Wednesday, Oct. 4, 2023.
Naturally though, while the nation is in mourning, the MAGA numb-nutsacks out there as singing praises. She was anti-assault weapons all the way, and that made her a sworn mortal enemy of this pathetic minority of death-worshipping dipshits.
Lady Jess responded to my lamentations on this heartless derision from the right wing. She said that she recently received the newest copy of TIME Magazine. The thing is, the magazine had the face of another numb-nutsack, the all time king of baseless hypocrisy in social media and apparent apartheid fraternizer Elon Musk. She did what any sensible person these days would do with that mag: chucked it in the trash. I immediately responded with this statement, which I present to all, even those who don't know me, 'cuz I will not stay silent anymore. A wise 80-year old man said: "Silence is complicity." And man, is silence a damning thing these days more than ever. My response:
"That's the way, Milady. βπΎ
So, there you go. After nearly being screwed by the nation's mental health system and yet finally starting therapy with a therapist who himself believe the system is broken, being singled out for discrimination and refusal of admission by skin color and mental disability at a nightclub in front of my pals by a cocky-ass bowler hat-wearing White guy three Fridays ago (ironically, the club had Black female bartenders), and finally tearing some new assholes (as my buddy Matt so eloquently put it) into a punk-ass bitch on Comic Fury who brought his 4chan bullshit to a hardworking enthusiastic artist's webcomic page to toot his cobweb-clogged horn, I am done with standing by and letting ignorance rape this society, this city, this nation up the wazoo. At the end of last year, I was sickened to see that MAGA fucktards were patrolling polls in many states decked out in their usual gung-ho tactical gear and obligatory AR-15's. Malcolm X was right, to me, this is gonna be the definitive "Ballot or the Bullet" Presidential Election. And I already know who's coming out on top and who's gonna crash and burn. The Turd-in-Chief overplayed his meaty, lumpy orange hand by stupidly letting slip his guilt and his autocratic intentions. You gotta be a flippin' dumbass to broadcast an autocratic agenda, and name it "Agenda 47" to add insult to injury -- geez, for fuck's sake, now you're declaring an electoral victory more than a year from now? What the hell have you been snorting? He's obviously so stupid he had to lie about a lie to cover up a lie and rinse and repeat like 20 times, which always equals a collapsing house of lies.
He fucked up, and all he can do now is stoke fear and call for assassination after assassination. For God's sake, now his punk-ass is decreeing that all of mainstream media reporters be hanged for treason. Guess his sugar high just spiked from all those damn Cherry Cokes. His head's obviously caving in from the fat of all those pizzas and cheeseburgers.
People, there's no need to even worry about this guy becoming President again. Even if lawyers are too cowardly to invoke the 14th Amendment and this dipshit tries another Jan. 6, remember: He's not President anymore. The only army he'll have is a fringe bunch of rag-tags hillbillies with AR-15's and tactical gear. Countless Proud Boys and Oath Keepers (including their leaders) are quite sealed off from his rallying cries now -- languishing in prison where they should've been years ago. He and his redneck rebels will be facing the entire fucking American Armed Forces, commanded by none other than the father of a so-called "sucker and loser". And when all is said and done, the mantle of "sucker and loser" will be placed unceremoniously on the head of the man who will be remembered in world history as America's first (and hopefully only) failed autocrat. He will then writhe in obscurity until his last breath and let me say this: his remains will not be buried among the other American presidents who upheld their Oath of Office. They will be buried at sea, hopefully alongside those of Osama bin Laden.
We are on the side of life, MAGA isn't. And after November 2024, that crusade will die a swift death. To close, I will paraphrase Morpheus from the Matrix film franchise.
This is America -- and we are not afraid.
Peace and love to you all.
-- J.D.
Mind you, I still use Amazon.com. But as of today, I've lost all respect for the World's #1 Online Retailer.
Why do I feel this way, do you ask? Well, take a gander at this list for Best Sellers in the Books department, and look at who's #1:
Amazon.com - Best Selling Items in Books Department as of today, 9/23/2023
I saw a link to this "#1 Best-Selling" title from the retail page of another title on Amazon that made my heart sink even further. The title in question was Anne Frank's Diary: The Graphic Adaptation, by the publisher Pantheon, part of its Pantheon Graphic Library.
I also heard that about 3 or so days ago, a Texas middle school teacher was fired for reading this very book to her 8th grade class. She gets fired for doing that 3 days ago, while garbage like this "#1 Best Seller" still holds its place in Amazon's rankings today.
Boy, am I glad I don't live in a red state right now. 'Cause if I were, after seeing this, I'd tell the first politician / "concerned parent" / whoever to look at these stories, these events on Amazon and in mainstream news. And then I'd tell them:
"Alright, listen. I want you to look at this. Really look at this. Look at this, and then record yourself the next time you feel the need to call the Democratic Party the new Confederacy. I want you to listen to that recording of yourself 3 times every day, for 30 days. Afterwards, I don't wanna hear any more bitching about indoctrination, White children's guilt / victimization, and especially freedom for all. Then, I want you to take a Bible -- yes, THE Bible, the one you always claim to study/read religiously and fully believe in -- and swear on it that you believe in your country and the Constitution. Do it, now. I’ll wait."
But I wasn't aware of the length of cruelty some would go to in order to step on innocents like this here in America. Then I came along this story about United Airlines and their cold rebuttal of the respect all disabled people are entitled to.
When I read this, I'm immediately reminded of ignorant pawn scum like our 45th "president", who openly mocked disabled people during his disgusting idea of a presidential campaign in 2015. To add insult to injury, the guy is clearly disabled himself -- mentally and physically -- in all the wrong ways, quite frankly to a level beyond salvation. And yet, he's automatically embraced as a "very stable genius". Well, last time I checked, pretending to be higher than God Himself was never an indication of mental stability at all. There are names for that kind of "stability": Malignant Narcissism (a form of NPD - Narcissistic Personality Disorder) and "God complex", to name a few. And history has shown that people like this often refuse treatment (or outright embrace the illness; Vladimir Putin, Kim Jong Un, and Osama bin Laden are fine examples -- and for the record, bin Laden's God complex got him killed) and thus become walking, humanoid weapons of mass destruction.
This also comes after the realization that, by U.S. government standards, I'm disabled. That's right, I'm on Social Security Disability Insurance, due to the frequent mental anguish stemming from my childhood trauma. So I take personal offense to any dissing of disabled people, whether mentally or physically. And I've been the recipient of such maltreatment myself, more so after a recent incident of racist and ableist discrimination directed at me by a White club employee.
Let me very clear: I may live in a (somewhat) free country, but I'm not okay with having to give my tax money to a government that ignores this kind of singling-out. Disabled people -- and those of color more so -- already have it rough enough living in societies intentionally purposed to deny them the care they need. So the higher-ups must either own their roles and do something about it or shut the hell up. Screwing the average citizen has been a method of governing in America for long enough.
Anyway, I could be looking at yet another promotion next week if I play my cards right. Word got out about my background in art (and more specifically, comic books/graphic novels) and I could become an art/creative writing co-instructor for our clients soon. Aside from a one-time illustration teaching gig at a mental health services center back in around 2014, I have no real teaching experience. But our clients want me to try, so what do I have to lose? We'll see, here's hoping it works out.
Later, everyone, and remember: disability is as much a social construct as race is.
"Okay, I’ve cooled off somewhat. But let me say this to anyone who will listen: I have family in Florida. I have family in Minnesota. I have family in Texas (Denver, to be exact). So when I see and hear lies about my ancestors’ past – like this absolute insult to humanity saying my people benefited from slavery, that Juneteenth is a “useless holiday” – when I hear “we’re not gonna fix” the gun violence that smears the image of inclusivity that this nation pledges to uphold – and when I see misogyny used as a deterrent from said gun violence, making the public believe that abortion is a sin but a child’s life snuffed by a bullet is unfortunate happenstance – I believe I have a right to say the following: It’s time to cut the bullshit. Humanity is being spat on by a small group of people fearful that their days of comfort and hierarchy are being threatened not just by the good in this nation, but the world as well.
Friends, I ain't leaving this country. I grew up here, most of my family's here, most of my friends are here. And I'll be damned if some cowards who need to use fear to quench their own fear try to drive me out. Every soul on this soil has earned the right to be here from birth, full stop. They wanna say only God can take a human life? Then they need to fuggin' drop the lies and act like it. They are few and the rest of the country is many. Their tyrannical Savior has no presidential power, so he can do pathetically to mount any kind of offense. And if his little "photo-op" is any indication, I'm thinking if he does mount an offense of any kind, he should know: a Democrat has control of the National Guard and the Armed Forces. I may be wrong, but the Orange Jesus and his ragtag band of rioters could very well wind up staring down the barrel of the very weapons they brandish so proudly. It's decision time for them, too. Die for a malignant narcissistic man-baby or give allegiance back to defending the soil they born on, the soil that they pledged to in elementary.
November 2024 will be an election for the ages. On that day, the true America will re-emerge triumphant, and the world will see just What. We're. Made. OF.