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Breaking News (at least, for me): according to aggregate crime tracker Neighborhood Scout, as of right now Oakland -- my home city, where I was born -- is essentially the most dangerous city in America, with a violent ctime rate almost FOUR TIMES higher than the national average the it makes safer than ZERO PERCENT of U.S. neighborhoods.

My friends are begging me to go party with them for a close friend's birthday. But I'm just paralyzed here. My local Kaiser Permanente is no longer safe; a person can go there to get health care and end up in the emergency room with grievous (or possibly fatal) injuries these days. Our DA refuses to charge juveniles convicted of seriously violent crimes (i.e., armed burglaries, armed carjackings... all at the ages of 13 to 14 years) as adults. Our Mayor keeps giving us promises she knows she can't keep. Several restaurants have permanently closed their doors after being in business ranging from 25 to 54 years.
 
And we only JUST NOW got our new police chief. How is that supposed to address the rise of criminals who're now so bold and eager to commit violent crimes due to TWO YEARS of crimes surges due to the lack of sufficient law enforcement?! 

And we're still forced to go to our jobs to make money to pay taxes to this state, even if by doing so we might not come back home to our families safely -- or even at all. 

I'm sick of this shit. I'm sick of public officials asking so much of us civilians while they feel no obligation to reciprocate with more safe neighborhoods. We've done enough. They need to get off their asses and DO THEIR JOBS, rather than put blatantly unrealistic expectations on us because they're not up to the task. That's how it's supposed to work.
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An article on CNN (I STILL don't watch that news channel, just happened to walk by the TV last night in the living room) caught my attention recently. Twitter is starting to look like a freaking joke. First, major corporations like Disney and IBM withdraw their support from the site, then there was the epic fail of that SpaceX rocket blowing up moments after launch. But now Elon Musk's hateful ass really fucked up.

Long story short, a 22-year-old Jewish guy who just recently graduated from college became a target of far-right Neo-Nazi conspiracy theories. They made him look like a sleeper government "antifa agent" planted in a Neo-Nazi group to make them look bad. Or in other words, make the Neo-Nazis look like the victims and the government look like terrorists. The poor kid and his mom had to leave home at one point for fear of being attacked. Worst of all, Musk himself appeared to confirm the theory on Twitter soon after, saying the Neo-Nazis were right about the kid.

Now, the young graduate is suing Musk's hateful ass. His attorney is the same one who successfully sued Alex Jones for lying about Sandy Hook. Likely gonna have the Anti-Defamation League on his side, too.

This is just another example of right-wing idiots -- in this case, one of the world's richest men -- resorting to sadistic bullying tactics to push a fascist agenda rather than talk about how to move this crippled country forward. Fucking disgrace, and yeah, FUCK TWITTER. It's become another 4chan. Stay away.
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First off, I was just assigned a new case manager recently. I haven't yet had a chance to really talk to him, since a lot is going down at my job. But our first meeting WAS unique. Unique in that it was three days after an all-too-common tragedy happened in Lewiston, Maine. 

See, the thing is, my new case manager has a history with Lewiston. If I remember correctly, he was born there, and still has family there. So when the terrorism that was what went down in Maine happened, it hit him personally. And HARD. I don't think I've EVER heard such rage in someone's voice. He reminded me of Golden State Warriors Head Coach Steve Kerr on the day Uvalde happened. And Kerr was also pissed to a level I've never seen before. 

I hate to sound like a broken record, but I really feel I have to emphasize this and get it off my chest. My new ally voiced the all-to-familiar disdain for Republican politicians who say they don't want to talk politics after these things happen, yet in the same breath they propose new legislation for arming more people. Or in other words, the same shit that Wayne LaPierre coined after Sandy Hook: "The only thing that can stop a bad guy with a gun is a good guy with a gun."

Uh-huh. And who decides who the "good" and "bad" guys are? Certainly not the ones doing the shooting, seeing as Republicans always seem to avoid talking about the killer after things like this. And in many cases, the "good guy" with a gun is also murdered anyway -- because they're armed with a pistol, which is FAR less potent than a military-issue rifle designed specifically for army soldiers. You know, the kind that these assholes use to slay so many people at once, AS THEY'RE DESIGNED TO DO. 

The GOP have already said they refuse to anything about this. In fact, to answer a parent's question of how she could ever send her child to a public school again with this being an obvious new norm forced on her and over 60% of American citizens -- INCLUDING responsible gun owners -- one particular Republican simply said, "Homeschool her."

What the shit? THAT'S the best they can say? So I guess that means the end of students reciting the Pledge of Allegiance? The end of the sacred "One Nation under God?"

And while we're on that subject, I've noticed something equally disturbing. The weapon used in many school massacres and mass shootings in general is the AR-15. Some have aptly called it "The Radicals' Rifle." Thus, it shouldn't be a surprise that AR-15s were used in mass shootings incited by racist and bigoted rhetoric from GOP politicians. And it also shouldn't be a surprise that these same politicians respond to such massacres by LOOSENING already weak gun laws. There is a pattern here. Part of it is the GOP always stuffing "thoughts and prayers" down Americans' throats, invoking an all-powerful God. Also, oftentimes an ideology of strengthening a "Christian nation" is mentioned. Hell, even psuedo-Speaker Mike Johnson spoke of a "God-decreed obligation to charge the gates of hell." He spoke these words after the horror in Lewiston... amongst a group of ladies from a group named "Gun Rights for Women." Wow. That's SO thoughtful of you, Mr. Johnson. How much did the NRA pay you to say that, hmmm?

An article on the Washington Post concerned this very incident, and many comments followed. One in particular echoed the original author of the article's statement that Republicans let this carnage continue because they "think violence is good". The commenter, a lady, elaborated on the statement in detail, decrying the violence. Violence against schoolchildren because schools are no longer safe. Violence against women for standing up for the right to their own bodies. Violence against people who are anything that deviates from being heterosexual. Violence against election workers, Democratic politicians, people who stand for the rule of law. And of course, violence against marginalized Non-White groups for the purposes of GOP-encouraged ethnic cleansing. 

Another person responded with something along the lines of " Guns save more lives than they take. Deal with it."

First off, that's completely ignorant -- one life taken is one too many. Personally, I don't care who it is at this point, whether you're a cop, soldier, whatever. If you take a life, then by definition you're a killer. Christianity is no exception. Jesus said to "turn the other cheek." God Himself said, "Thou shalt not kill." The Second Amendment grants the right to bear arms to "well-regulated militias", NOT to any old Joe who wants to see how it feels to murder someone on a dime for sadistic pleasure or release of pent-up hatred.

Many people on the internet also accuse the inaction as supporting Christian nationalism, citing that the insurgents on Jan 6, 2021 were fed lies that Christianity "was under threat by a Marxist Radical Left Regime" along with the notion that violence was necessary -- in fact, some said "required" -- to "save America". That same encouragement of violence is still a cornerstone of GOP rhetoric. 

Mike Johnson also told Sean Hannity that guns aren't the problem, but rather "the human heart." Another commenter on a different blog site said, "Yeah, Mike Johnson is right. The problem is the human heart... that is, the hearts of the Republican Party. Their hearts are full of greed, insatiable lust for power, and just flat out evil." Basically, they don't fight against death. They CHAMPION it. Letting the gun violence continue is the only way Republicans can advance their agenda, because diplomacy and negotiation are off the table lest they draw the ire of the gun lobbyists. They won't bite the hand that feeds them. 

So, the Republican Party has made their intentions entirely clear, and they will let nothing -- not even the lives of young schoolchildren, who wish to have promising futures -- stand in the way of that. But I believe something WILL. No human likes to have their life be dictated on someone else's account. As I said before, God/Higher Power gave all of humanity the gift of free will. America is already fed up, and regardless of the GOPs fealty to gun lobbyists and violent extremism, SOMETHING'S GONNA GIVE EVENTUALLY. And when that happens, they'll be left high and dry, and not even the NRA will be able to save them. We're seeing it happen in the entertainment industry, this refusal to commit to an untenable way of life to satisfy those in power who crave godhood, and we're gonna see it among American citizens.

SOMETHING'S GONNA GIVE. Hope never dies. Never. ✊🫡

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So I was browsing the web before starting work one day, and just for the hell of it, I decided to read up on the state of the comics industry, since creativity in film is pretty much under attack (if I remember correctly, negotiations for the SAG-AFTRA strike still haven't been met). As I scrolled down the ol' Google, I found something seemingly titled "ComicsBrokeMe". Now, being the curious guy I am, I clicked the link. I wish I hadn't, because what I saw horrified me.

The article I clicked on covered a comics artist named Ian McGinty. I don't remember the name of the publisher he worked for, but that's not the point. The point is that Ian McGinty died at the age of 38 just this past June. The official cause of death was never discerned, but according to his family and close ones, he died due to stress from extreme overwork and deplorable deadlines. Basically, he worked himself to death.

It ain't no coincidence that this tragedy happened when the film industry started on it's path to a possible implosion. To me, this is just another example of big, cigar-smoking CEOs overworking their employees and giving them diddly in return, and don't even ask about health insurance. This is compounded by the fact that comic book movies, particularly superhero movie universes/franchises, are also screwing over the people who created and/or worked on the actual source material. The creator of the Marvel character Bucky Barnes/Winter Soldier got damn near pocket change from the show Falcon and the Winter Soldier. Acclaimed author Ta-Nehisi Coates, writer of many Black Panther comics, got diminishing returns from the BP films. And it turns out that many comics publishers -- American and Japanese (mangas) -- are still working the hell out of their writers and artists, paying them barely enough to eat, and not even offering them health insurance. This, after many artists have talked about having to do things like work several sleepless nights, or even face abuse from their editors. And the CEOs and movie stars? Well, need I say anything there? 

We are living in an age where capitalism has become something of a legitimized weapon to maximize riches and returns for CEOs who just sit in posh offices while the ones who are doing the actual legwork endure horrible working conditions and/or take abuse from their clientele -- again, for pocket change. This doesn't make sense, and it doesn't allow for any change. Is this supposed to be an aspect of conservatism, where your livelihood is predestined depending on how wealthy your family is when you're born? So that the rich stay rich and vice versa (now let's be honest, there are a lot of rich people who don't deserve their privileged life)? Really, this is pretty much tantamount to modern-day slavery, I don't care if they're getting paid -- it ain't enough to live on.

All I can say is that if fair wages can't even be offered in the entertainment industry of all things, then America has a problem. And if it doesn't want to put in the work to change it, then the comics industry and entertainment as a whole as it is must die out so that something better can take it's place. To me, this kind of system itself is a crime against humanity.


Peace,

J.D.

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My God, there's so much suffering in this country right now...

To anyone here who knows somebody called "TwedeeNimbus" (as she's known here on DW) or "GanondorfMain7606" (as she's known on Comic Fury): She's hurting. She just left Oklahoma to live with her partner and his family after it recently succumbed to the GOP/MAGA Hate Virus. Now, very much like the late Joshua Alexander Moats -- a.k.a. "JM" & "Jmluvsbob" -- the toxicity of capitalism in America is robbing her of whatever love she has left for her art. Her last forum post on Comic Fury on JM's "Mental Healthish Things" was a vent that ended darkly. Out of respect for her, I won't post her vent here. But I will post what my response was:

“To my close friends here: Again, I’m breaking protocol from staying out of the forums indefinitely in returning to post after reading this.

Twedee,

This is so awful to hear. I'm feeling the same way right now, as did my late uncle (lost him to suicide 2 years ago), as did an old high school friend of mine (I saved him though) and as did JM himself. It is absolutely frustrating in this day and age how toxic capitalism has become. The SAG-AFTRA and UAW strikes were waged with this simple frustration as the impetus. I hate it as much as you do.

But your last sentence legit worries me. You "wanted" the pain to go away and you "wanted" to be happy.

Please don't do anything drastic, friend. You're one of the few people I have left that actually understands how unfair this cold world is, and apparently also what toxic parenting does to a person. If you need to talk about it, shoot me a PM. Maybe my experiences can help shed some light on how you can move forward.

Until then, PLEASE take care of yourself. Confide in your partner and his family if you have to. Please don't do anything drastic, I can't lose you too.

Nana Kumi-Amankwah, "JasonDeroga"

To everyone at CF: Comic Fury community, please give whatever support / love you can to Twedee (GanondorfMain7606) here. A lot of us are really hurting, and we just lost JM less than 2 weeks ago. We gotta look out for each other."


Dreamwitdh friends: If you know Twedee/GanondorfMain7606, please help her out. My pal Jazz Nevermore recently lamented on how America's literally Hell on Earth for many, to the point of, and I quote: "...people FUCKING TAKING THEIR OWN LIVES", while right now GOP extremist politicians are holding the government hostage (yes, Mr. Gaetz, you ARE holding the government hostage, and on purpose. Cut the gaslighting shit, asshole.) That lyric from that old 1995 Michael Jackson song sums up my sentiment perfectly at this point:

"All I wanna say is that they don't really care about US."

We lost Joshua to this unfairness. Hell, I almost lost myself to this unfairness shortly after Joshua's passing before Jazz, Matt Zimmer, and A Natural Beauty (Lady Jess on Comic Fury) were able to save me. Also, I feel compelled at this point to have to bring up this issue of toxic parenting to a local community group or something. I have witnessed firsthand from when I was 6 years old what having a malignant narcissist for a parent does to someone, and I've horror stories up the wazoo. I just saw some of the worst of it just this weekend, and I'm sick of it. I already have plans in place for eventually leaving the house but before I do, I intend to make it fully known to my toxic father (the source of all the misery, hatred, and venom contaminating what's left of this family) just how horrible he's been to us... and how pathetic he is to me, because a man of his intelligence and bravado could've easily sought out some help instead of turning his anguish into a weapon to bend everyone in this house to his will. Quite frankly, for a guy who claims to be a strong and accomplished family man, he's gotta be the weakest, most unprincipled, and most treacherous person I've had the misfortune to be born to. As of yesterday evening, he and I are now effectively strangers, NOT family. 

But enough about me. Please send some love Twedee's way if you can. She needs it.


Peace and love to you all,


J.D. 

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Dreamwidth Family,

I had to post this up. Having had dealt with this issue several times in my life (even towards myself a few times) I just got off the phone with the 988 Hotline after a disastrous Friday evening and Saturday evening. I just went to check Comic Fury this morning to check my comic updates... and then I came across
this.

I swore off the Comic Fury forums for good, but I had to make one last exception here. The horror of this year seems to know no bounds, and no end. I posted a response, as it's my nature to respond to this like this. I'm posting it here as well. This is what I wrote, verbatim:

"God, please help me. I didn't know Jmluvsbob personally or even closely online, but they always left such great comments on comics I've read/subbed to, like WynautWarrior's Hopebringer. They were such a positive source of joy and love on the forums here at ComicFury. They were obviously loved here on CF, and to hear this news this morning...

I'm still reeling from the loss of my uncle taking his own life. I had a friend in high school who almost did the same, but I was able to save him. A close family member almost gave up on himself in high school too.

I know that I previously said I swore off the forums for good. I stand by that, but I have to make an exception here. We've already lost a lot of good people this year, mostly famous names like Tina Turner, Sinead O'Connor, even Arleen Sorkin (the original voice of Batman: The Animated Series' Harley Quinn). But it really hits hard to hear of the loss of someone who didn't care about achieving that status, who just wanted to be themselves -- and that life apparently wouldn't let them.

To all who knew Jmluvsbob -- personally or online -- please, let's give them a moment of silence in their memory... if we can even do a Comic Fury Memorial or something, I don't know. I know I'm suffering, but I've always made it my life's mission to help those in need. A bright light of creativity was snuffed out in a cold, cold world.

Jmluvsbob... if you truly are gone, rest in peace and power, friend.


JasonDeroga"

 
A beam of creative light was extinguished today, in a currently cold and unloving world.

I pray a peaceful rest to our lost one. 


J.D.

Edit: Comic Fury Moderator Shuffle just received word from Jmluvsbob's local authorites. They have confirmed that Jmluvsbob has indeed passed. I gotta go radio silent for a while, this is a lot to take. I'll be back soon.

J.D

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I'm what you'd call an unorthodox Christian. I don't take the Bible the same way other Christians do. Therefore I can't for the life of me understand what I recently heard.

45 and his little syndicate aren't hiding their plans anymore. They're literally blasting it on megaphones and speakers. Flying cars. Washington-sized right wing haven cities. Internment camps for the homeless under threat of arrest. Drug dealers executed with no trial. And let's not forget the main course: all of the government  - the branches, the departments, EVERYTHING - will be controlled by one man. How can you fight tyranny when what you'll put in place is THE VERY DEFINITION OF TYRANNY? 

What bothers me is how 45's supporters can call themselves Christian and be backing this guy. The whole world saw what he did during his 4-year regime. They saw what happened to those innocent parent-robbed kids in cages. They saw the brutality dealt to Blacks, Latinx, and other POC's by White cops and White extremist vigilantes. And they saw what happened on Jan. 6, 2021. Hell, some rogues in Brazil were inspired and did their own spin a year or two later. 

They said Obama was a horrible man because he was Hitler reborn, complete with moustache. But a White supremacist Hilter's all well and good, huh? As a Christian and an American, I cannot in good conscience call this individual a man of God, or even a human. Not anymore. Not anymore. A fellow Christian pointed out - as we've all seen - that 45 has routinely broken ALL Ten Commandments daily. ALL of them. Nothing is sacred to 45. Expect absolute, infinite power, of course.

I'm sorry to say at this point that I really don't care what happens to him. He's an abomination beyond any kind of salvation, and so are his blind, hate-filled loyalists. They are driven by vengeance and vengeance alone.

I'll end with something I learned from Alfred Pennyworth in Batman: Mask of the Phantasm. Vengeance is a poison that blackens the soul. Many of us try to protect ourselves from becoming that which we abhor. But some people allow - even welcome - darkness to devour them. And for these individuals, once the darkness takes them, either they can't come back... or they just don't want to.

We'll just have to wait and see in November of 2024. Personally, I don't see any escape for this guy. Whether he wins or loses, well, he still loses. Inauguration doesn't start till mid-January 2025, and if he tries anything then, that will surely end his return to power AND his freedom... if he's lucky.

After all, Jan 6. 2021 was a crime of treason - a crime he has yet to pay for.

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